my legs are in pain today from all the squats and yoga i have been doing! but i can feel myself becoming stronger! this is so much better than being stuck with an ed and having no energy what so ever!
The clinic have started me on Sertraline tablets today to help with my ocd and anxiety… i couldn’t cope! but today has being quite good for a change - but that was proberly because i did some yoga meltdown! :)
i hope tomorrow goes okay but im not keeping my hopes up - recovery is hard but i need to face my fears and i need my muscles! haha! I hope everyone has had a lovely day! <3
My therapist: why do you do the things you do, why don’t you just eat?, why are you so obsessed with cleaning and exercising? why don’t you just not clean up leave all the mess for other people?
Me: if i knew that answer and if i could just “stop” then what the fuck am i doing here? fsjhfjshzdj\aljhdahsfh
stupid therapist, don’t even know what they are doing so the only option is anti depressent pills cheers for that mate! (y)
